Today was an emo day..... woke up at 5.30 today for no reason.i wondered why. people were still playing blackjack in class... sianz D&T was still ok but i felt bored for almost everything. i did the humanoid clock but was not finished.i still must work on my time management.
after recess was the going through of the papers. i still could not understand the chinese paper. the phrases were still so alien to me. my chances of NOT getting for the dropping of higher chinese are very slim. i do not understand why i can faired badly in the languages although my papers involving calculations are still all right. similarly, girls can do better in languages but fair slightly lower in calculative papers.( although there are few exceptions)
why are all so emoish and have so much emoness in them? they are the results. you all can't cry over spilt milk. remember that you tried your best . what is done can't be undone(unless you have the ability to control time) to all out there dont emo . there is no reason to cry.(although you feel better after crying)-----for females *coughs at particular people* there is no reason to do dangerous arm-locks on people if you are pissed---- for males *coughs at particular person* i also am disappointed about my results. but i did not do anything negative about it. instead i think that i should improve on my academic performance. Emo-ing will not help you get the results that you want.
i am going to be sec 2 next year.what am i going to do now? if i keep this attitude i will screw up my education. my future. if i have a future. where i did go wrong? hope i can stop this screwed shit and focus on the important things.
